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Smiling · 11-18-2015, 07:23 PM

Simultaneous guilty self-revulsion mingled with irrepressibly naughty glee at something which I have done. The glee is feeding the guilt which in turn fuels the glee, lol.

And I'm totally getting a little sexual charge out of the whole damn thing.

I have felt for many reasons that I'm losing my way spiritually lately. And this is confirmation of that. I need to discuss this with my teacher - I think this situation is leading up to something and it feels very important. I just hope I can refocus my energy where it needs to be.

But until I can talk to teacher, I'm going to raise a little hell. I can always repent another day, lol.

11-18-2015, 07:23 PM	#912
Smiling Senior Member How Do You Identify?: with a distinct flair Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: somewhere else Posts: 1,852 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 7,623 Thanked 4,388 Times in 1,009 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	lol, I never had such a great time at my own expense before. Simultaneous guilty self-revulsion mingled with irrepressibly naughty glee at something which I have done. The glee is feeding the guilt which in turn fuels the glee, lol. And I'm totally getting a little sexual charge out of the whole damn thing. I have felt for many reasons that I'm losing my way spiritually lately. And this is confirmation of that. I need to discuss this with my teacher - I think this situation is leading up to something and it feels very important. I just hope I can refocus my energy where it needs to be. But until I can talk to teacher, I'm going to raise a little hell. I can always repent another day, lol. __________________ Beauty is truth's smile when she beholds her own face in a perfect mirror. -Rabindranath Tagore Last edited by Smiling; 11-18-2015 at 07:25 PM. Reason: Errors in punctuation will not stand!