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If you really knew me, you'd know:

that i've never been wrong about a person in my life, but have been wrong about their motives on numerous occasions

that, if i love you, i'll put up with most anything for you, but if you aren't in the center of my heart i will cut you dead and cold if you betray me or my loved ones, and once you're gone, you're not coming back

that i'm way too vocal about my opinions and beliefs and may call you an idiot for yours, but will uphold your right to have them until i die

i will always stand up for what i think is right no matter who it's against

i was abused for a decade and am the worse for it

i am terrified of heights, not being able to breathe and enclosed spaces, and will scare myself silly in the dark

i write horror, porn and romance

i am too prideful

i am too arrogant about some things and too insecure about the rest

i will let you down and probably won't say sorry but i am

i cry all the time and at everything on tv or the computer but constantly seem cold and distant personally

i have a genius level IQ and zero common sense - i also have no sense of time, direction or space

i think i'm hilarious but i'm probably not

i'm the big boss at work but need to be controlled at home...daddi wants to kill me as often as love me

i try to be a good person but i think i'm failing

feel sorry for my butch now? you should...lmfao