I have learned that I should trust less and value myself more. I should be less available to others and more available to myself, always make time for me... Not put a world of weight on ppls words... Not ever let anyone's words hurt me... Not ever let me hurt myself in a way my naive, childish, silly heart likes to betray me by stabbing itself in the back every time.
I have learned that walls are built with purpose. Never ever ever let your guard down again. Those who deserve you will take their time to learn, understand and care enough to break throgh those walls without breaking you.
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