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Originally Posted by imperfect_cupcake
Ugh. As much as I love weddings I think an engagement party would do my head in a bit. I'm struggling with the thought of dating. Part of me wishes to but I have so much disgust with what's been presented to me over the past four years with dating I'm not sure I could. The though that someone would want me for what I look like, what I could do for them in order to take care of them or how I reflect their station in life just makes me feel like being sick.
I've gained weight from being in school and part of me doesn't want to lose it because if someone loves me at this size, then they find me attractive and sexy for who I am, not cause I'm my usual size 16-18 with huge tits. Sick to death of being a care unit with boobs and a vag in life.
Would like to be a fun, amazing person to hang out with, to talk with, to be really good company instead. No one ever says that. It's just comments on your bits that are pretty or how tasty the food is.
Crabby in Vancouver lol
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That is an absolutely horrible way to feel!
I hope you find someone better than the person/people that caused this