My very first crush was when I was about 9 or 10 years old, and it was on my older sister's best friend. She was a tomboy and her name was Eunice. I used to follow her around and tried to copy everything she did and said. But then a couple years later I was crushing on a very femme woman whose brats I babysat for, my butch gym teacher, and an androgynous substitute teacher I had!