[Angeltoes]

I had a friend in junior high school who would get jealous whenever I talked about boys who flirted with me (even though I had no interest in them). It intrigued me that she was jealous and I started thinking about that all the time and wondering what she really wanted from me. I sort of knew, and would try to get her to say it by intentionally making her jealous. I know that was terrible thing to do, but I was just a kid. One time we were gossiping about who at school was fooling around and she said "you know, girls can have fun with each other too" and I had the opportunity to ask her what she meant, but I got scared and didn't. A couple of times she tried to kiss me and I turned away. I thought about that for years afterwards. I'd say she was my first crush. She was all tomboy, not sure how she identifies today but she's the kind of person who was into girls from childhood.