All this crap going on at work. If things had worked out like I thought they were going too around Christmas, I would have my live-in sitter for my spouse and I could be working someplace else by now. However, that did not work out and I guess I just need to focus on the present and what I can do to keep from falling apart. If it wasn't for my spouse being sick, I would have quit that toxic job long ago. But I can't let it consume me, I have to take a deep breath and deal with it.
