[Gayandgray]

This is not creepy, but I didn't know where else to post this? I had an "experience" today after we buried our Brandy. So whenever I'm upset, sad, depressed,etc, I like to go out and cut the grass. That's just my thing, my way of meditating I guess? We have a half acre of land and I like using an old school push mower, even though everyone and their Grandmother tells me I need a riding lawn mower. So after burying Brandy I was sobbing and I started cutting the grass to try and calm myself down. Well I was very torn about putting her to sleep, and almost couldn't go through with it today. So there I am pushing the mower along slowly and crying and talking to my higher power. I asked the Goddess to PLEASE let Brandy come back to me and give me some sort of sign that I did the right thing?? Well I heard a noise like something was in the woods on our property and I turned around for a second. When I looked back there was a big orange butterfly flying over Brandys grave. It flew all around the yard and then came straight toward me and I let go of the mower and jerked my head back because it was almost in my face! So i went over to the grave and I had put a chair out their for my spouse to sit on earlier, and I sat down and watched the butterfly fly all around before it took off. I ran in the house to tell her about it. After I came out I went back to mowing and there was nothing in the grass in front of me. I turn my head to the side for like 2 seconds, and I look back and there is a white feather right in front of me!!!! I'm like whoa where that come from? I looked up but didn't see no birds around. I have heard many times that white feathers are gifts from Angels. I told my sister about all this and she said," Well you did ask for a sign". I felt like it WAS Brandy telling me that she is ok and not hurting and I made the right decision. Or it could have just been a simple overly aggressive butterfly and maybe a bird dropped a feather and flew overhead and I just didn't notice?? Hmmmmmmm. It was definitely a unique experience and I felt a little better afterwards.