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freyja · 05-16-2010, 05:18 PM

Good evening,

i just spent the last while reading every single post on this thread.

i was glad when i got to Corkey's post because it answered my question; whether physically challenged folks might find a place amongst the "freaks" *grin*

Bit said: This is what I hate about being disabled, that even when I feel relatively better, I must ALWAYS allow for the pain.

This is how i feel. My physical capabilities are disintegrating and i have to come to terms with my new life.
Or a new chapter in the book called "MY autobiography".

i see myself in many of the people in this thread, in this special place where the "freaks" gather. i am independent to a fault. i cannot do the same things i once could. i need to ask for help.
Oh my goodness, how terribly hard that is, to open my mouth and say "I can't do this. Will you help me?" (sigh)

i also want to say good luck to Andrew Jr. with the upcoming medical situation.
and a helloooooo to my friend becca and her wonderful Daddy, Damon.

More things on my mind, so many, just overwhelming sometimes as i struggle with acceptance
(c/b society, people, myself, the affliction or all of the above)

05-16-2010, 05:18 PM	#113
freyja Member How Do You Identify?: Lesbian Preferred Pronoun?: she Relationship Status: single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: in the kitchen Posts: 182 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5 Thanked 146 Times in 76 Posts Rep Power: 28	Good evening, i just spent the last while reading every single post on this thread. i was glad when i got to Corkey's post because it answered my question; whether physically challenged folks might find a place amongst the "freaks" grin Bit said: This is what I hate about being disabled, that even when I feel relatively better, I must ALWAYS allow for the pain. This is how i feel. My physical capabilities are disintegrating and i have to come to terms with my new life. Or a new chapter in the book called "MY autobiography". i see myself in many of the people in this thread, in this special place where the "freaks" gather. i am independent to a fault. i cannot do the same things i once could. i need to ask for help. Oh my goodness, how terribly hard that is, to open my mouth and say "I can't do this. Will you help me?" (sigh) i also want to say good luck to Andrew Jr. with the upcoming medical situation. and a helloooooo to my friend becca and her wonderful Daddy, Damon. More things on my mind, so many, just overwhelming sometimes as i struggle with acceptance (c/b society, people, myself, the affliction or all of the above)