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I have loved many women. I have been in love once. After a while, I began to notice and I said, "Choose one, the bottle or me." I knew I could not live with all that mess, the baggage, the games and active confusion creations. This woman is someone I would have given my life for.
I am honored to have had the experience of actually being totally in love with a woman. This woman was so special to me. The experience cannot ever be taken away. It belongs to me and is mine for eternity. Yes, she was really all that and so much more.
Took a very long time for me to say it is okay now and mean it.
It is okay now.