[Kenna]

I am so happy I was going through each box, paper by paper, before I tossed anything out.
What's on my mind.... how on earth did I misplace this or stuff it in an old box to begin with?
I was initially going to post this in the "What made you sad today" thread... but, now that I've processed the feelings, it doesn't actually make me sad. I found baby "treasures" that belonged to my youngest son...things that used to hurt real bad to look at... his little hospital bands, a very tiny blue onezie with "Look Out World, Here I Come" and tiny foot prints (bought to bring him home in), a clipping of his dark wavy hair, a guardian angel pin attached to the onezie, his death certificate, obituary, "in memory" cards, and a picture of his little white casket covered in flowers and blue ribbons.

Preparing to move out of this State has been good for me... after all these years, I'm finding it easier to process old feelings and move on with new, happier ones. He's NOT forgotten, it just doesn't hurt as bad.