Me three. I'm so tired, can barely keep my eyes open. However each time I go to bed when my head hits the pillow suddenly I'm awake and can't fall asleep. I have to. Tomorrow J is with me a full day, starting early as we have a lot of holiday baking to do. I want my son to marry her, not her to flee in terror because of the thought of me as a mother in law. So I've got to be nice - not hostile, mean and crabby. Maybe I'll have some hot chocolate, herb tea... I don't know something to help me relax/conk me out. I sincerely hope my son appreciates all I'm doing for him.
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