Worried. I'm in pain again. Not terrible, unbearable like before, and not in the same place. It's further down. It feels like under the jaw, down the side of my neck, under/along my ear, but when I press those areas and all around them it doesn't hurt even when I push really deep. No fever... I'm not sure but I still have pain meds. My son says don't worry about the cost J is on board and we'll figure it out just make an appointment. But I'm hesitant to do that because they're new parents and there's now the added expense of that. I was hoping it would just go away. My son told me he just got a raise, don't worry about it, and revealed he makes a lot more, much more money a year than I thought he did, but still. I feel guilty because I'm the parent and it should be the other way around me doing for him and J all they do for me. He said he wouldn't be alive if it weren't for me and J wouldn't have their son if it wasn't for me. Well that's just things you say if you're a decent human being and you care about others but that still doesn't make it right or the way things aught to be.
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