[Gemme]

Originally Posted by FireSignFemme

Worried. I'm in pain again. Not terrible, unbearable like before, and not in the same place. It's further down. It feels like under the jaw, down the side of my neck, under/along my ear, but when I press those areas and all around them it doesn't hurt even when I push really deep. No fever... I'm not sure but I still have pain meds. My son says don't worry about the cost J is on board and we'll figure it out just make an appointment. But I'm hesitant to do that because they're new parents and there's now the added expense of that. I was hoping it would just go away. My son told me he just got a raise, don't worry about it, and revealed he makes a lot more, much more money a year than I thought he did, but still. I feel guilty because I'm the parent and it should be the other way around me doing for him and J all they do for me. He said he wouldn't be alive if it weren't for me and J wouldn't have their son if it wasn't for me. Well that's just things you say if you're a decent human being and you care about others but that still doesn't make it right or the way things aught to be.

Have you been to see someone about this yet?

I feel fine. I'm with Georgia in that I don't like being told what I can and cannot do or where I can go but I do hope that these precautionary measures work and that the virus can play out with the people currently affected with no more deaths and that everyone else can be safe from it spreading.