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Lady_Wu · 06-09-2010, 07:56 PM

So sorry for my protracted absence! i've been ill; everyone in my household has been ill. i go back to my dr. Friday, but i doubt he'll have any answers. he'll want to refer me to specialists. at this time in my life, i am too ill and weigh too little to want to go through any of the tests-which all require general anaestesia, a very risky proposition for me. if they DID find anything, there is nothing to be done. i cannot survive either an operation or radiation/chemo. so i'm going to let Tao move as Tao moves. i just wish to be made a tad more comfortable, if possible. which is not to say more pain meds. i've made my peace with pain.
on the positive side of life, i've begun a new blog. i'll give you the URL when i can figure it out, lol. the blog consists of short musings on life from a "femme of a certain age." i've also started a new course with my Taoist Master. W/we are using a book by Lu K'uan Yu on alchemy and immortality. i'm tremendously excited about it, though He will be, as always, a demanding teacher. this is part of my Roshi training. finally, i've found a place in town where i can get a dark chocolate bar by Lindt called "A Touch of Salt". My two favorite things combined: dark chocolate AND sea salt!
so, life is good.
and,
Lady_Wu
ps-i've missed you greatly and plan to return to the swing of things now that i'm better. i'm going to go over the latest round of posts to catch up on everyone!

06-09-2010, 07:56 PM	#1104
Lady_Wu Member How Do You Identify?: OFOS Queer Stone femme Preferred Pronoun?: M'Lady Relationship Status: given up looking sigh Join Date: Apr 2010 Location: somewhere buried under a pile of books Posts: 197 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 285 Thanked 300 Times in 105 Posts Rep Power: 155956	Re:my absence So sorry for my protracted absence! i've been ill; everyone in my household has been ill. i go back to my dr. Friday, but i doubt he'll have any answers. he'll want to refer me to specialists. at this time in my life, i am too ill and weigh too little to want to go through any of the tests-which all require general anaestesia, a very risky proposition for me. if they DID find anything, there is nothing to be done. i cannot survive either an operation or radiation/chemo. so i'm going to let Tao move as Tao moves. i just wish to be made a tad more comfortable, if possible. which is not to say more pain meds. i've made my peace with pain. on the positive side of life, i've begun a new blog. i'll give you the URL when i can figure it out, lol. the blog consists of short musings on life from a "femme of a certain age." i've also started a new course with my Taoist Master. W/we are using a book by Lu K'uan Yu on alchemy and immortality. i'm tremendously excited about it, though He will be, as always, a demanding teacher. this is part of my Roshi training. finally, i've found a place in town where i can get a dark chocolate bar by Lindt called "A Touch of Salt". My two favorite things combined: dark chocolate AND sea salt! so, life is good. and, Lady_Wu ps-i've missed you greatly and plan to return to the swing of things now that i'm better. i'm going to go over the latest round of posts to catch up on everyone! __________________ I'm the Yin in the Yang and the Yang in the Yin.