Why do I keep trying and why does she keep making me believe there is hope and then pulls the rug out! When will I ever learn. Keep letting myself be vulnerable, and get stomped on. Wish I had it in me to just be a bitch!!! Then maybe someone would take a chance. I am wayyyyyyyyyyyy too understanding for my own good. God I'm tired of this crap! Wish I could just "have sex" with someone. Not sure I can do that either!!! Feeling like a loser.
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