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Senior Member
How Do You Identify?:
dangerous, but worth the risk.
Preferred Pronoun?:
just be nice.. it's that easy.
Relationship Status:
CapitalM's carved upon my skin.
Join Date: Jan 2010
Location: on the southern edge of sanity, under a carolina moon.
Posts: 3,276
Thanks: 8,341
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Rep Power: 21474855
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you wonder why Im cold
why I stay hidden within myself
why my heart doesn't feel
you wonder if I can open up
if the love I have will ever emerge again
will it ever trust enough?
you try to analyze..
your pretty little words
how tired of them Ive become
your voice.. same promises
different excuses
you...
wanting my heart.. my trust
and me, giving in every time
will I ever learn?
you wonder why I run
I run from the lies
from the pretty little words
I hide from the promises
I fear them, and I dread them
all wanting something from me
pretty little promises
they come with a price
always an ultimatum
and always, Im left broken
you wonder why I hide..
I hide from the games
just leave me be
I'm where I need to be
Im free.. Im happy...
why can't that be enough?
It is for me..
you wonder why its not you anymore
not your words
not your promises
why I wont let you in anymore...
because its you....
you, that lies
you that scares me the most
you I cant trust
and its you that wont let me go
I was happy, I believed in you
I was free to decide, if I wanted..
the desire was there
I wanted you
why couldn't that be enough for you?
it was for me..
let me go,
just leave me be.
an original, by me.
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True strength lies in submission which permits one to dedicate their life,
through devotion,
to something beyond themselves.
Whenever someone awakens fully,
it affects human consciousness at a collective level.
It is like dropping a stone into a dark murky pond.
Ripples of light...
Not one word need be spoken.
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