i don't believe in either.....
and i don't believe that the bible is the "word of god" sent down to man via the celestial dictaphone
IMO
man wrote the bible,
man made god to control the masses.....
"god" lives within us
therefore We are the gods......
Somos Dioses.........
that being said, i think of my life now as heavenly and my life before T as hellish.....
it wasn't entirely bad, i have lots of great friends and memories...
((((((Apocolipstic)))))) 
but i hated
"her" so badly and wanted to die most of the time, that was in fact HELL.
my life since...........
i stabbed "her" to death repeatedly with a 200mg of T every other week......
has been heavenly