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			I have dealt with death of friends, family, and loved ones more han a couple of times. It's just different each time.  
 
I think losing my grandmother was the hardest because of my family of origin I was closest to her and for the last few years of her life I was responsible for her. I wanted her suffering to be over ... but there is still an emptiness in my life knowing I can never talk to her again.... on the other hand I do try to think back on all the small kindnesses and acts of thoughtfulness and love she showed me over the years..... and while there is sadness there is also joy.
		 
		
		
		
		
		
		
		
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