Job search is not going well here
Contemplating what I should do next
Time is of the essence, I'll be in this house alone soon
I told R the most cats I can keep is 4 possibly 5
She siad she's not worried about placing the others
I sure hope she's right
I worry some of them may die from broken hearts when they have to leave me
It's one of the hardest choices I've ever had to make
The pain in my heart hurts and weighs heavy on me daily
I find tears flowing regularly now as I think about them
I wished I had a better solution but I don't
I just don't have the finances to keep them all together
I keep telling myself, rescues are supposed to go to good homes
What if they're not good homes and R rushes to place them
In the end, I'm the one that'll hurt over this not her
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Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength; loving someone deeply gives you courage --- Lao Tzo
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