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RockOn · 09-12-2010, 07:38 AM

I said something to someone I care a great deal about yesterday afternoon. I am certain it hurt her feelings and pissed her off.

I talked to the sponsor lady last night about it and she straightened me out in a big hurry. Woooooo ... ouch! Slam dunked with love! I needed to hear every single thing she said to me and she said a whole lot. At least I was willing to stand there and listen to her ... the old me would have thought or said "f*ck off" ... then I would have bolted. Today, running away is the easy way out.

I apologized to the woman I hurt but feeling sad about it this morning that I did that to her.

I came here this morning, trying to read funny things you people post here at the Planet in a seemingly futile attempt to pick myself up from feeling so bad ... but think I am only whistling in the dark.

I hate when open my mouth like that, say thoughtless things before I think.

Sometimes I think it would be better if I would go mute and only hang with my dogs ... but that would just be a subtle way of running so I cannot do it. Must face the music and try harder. I am a person with tons of room for improvement.

09-12-2010, 07:38 AM	#3959
RockOn Senior Member How Do You Identify?: sitting over there ----->>>>> :) Preferred Pronoun?: .... Relationship Status: .... Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: .... Posts: 3,522 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,081 Thanked 10,304 Times in 2,610 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	I said something to someone I care a great deal about yesterday afternoon. I am certain it hurt her feelings and pissed her off. I talked to the sponsor lady last night about it and she straightened me out in a big hurry. Woooooo ... ouch! Slam dunked with love! I needed to hear every single thing she said to me and she said a whole lot. At least I was willing to stand there and listen to her ... the old me would have thought or said "f*ck off" ... then I would have bolted. Today, running away is the easy way out. I apologized to the woman I hurt but feeling sad about it this morning that I did that to her. I came here this morning, trying to read funny things you people post here at the Planet in a seemingly futile attempt to pick myself up from feeling so bad ... but think I am only whistling in the dark. I hate when open my mouth like that, say thoughtless things before I think. Sometimes I think it would be better if I would go mute and only hang with my dogs ... but that would just be a subtle way of running so I cannot do it. Must face the music and try harder. I am a person with tons of room for improvement.