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Originally Posted by apocalipstic
Ahh yes, the TN Baptist Children's home, I have had dealings with them too.
I've worked on other stuff in therapy, but it never occurred to me that some of my issues come from the lies and secrecy around my adoption.
I am pretty successful too, but the past year have been really rough with the death of my adoptive father from who I was estranged. In dealing with that, I find he was not my only issue.
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(insert great big gay hugs here)
I know you are pretty successful... You are an amazing woman and I'm glad you recognize what others around you know... you rawk.
Sometimes, things come forefront, at least for me, when I least expect them to... perhaps the timing of "now" for your adoption issues is more that you were in a place to be open to the idea that it "might be more"... sometimes (again, at least for me) its easier not to acknowledge something as to not breathe life into it. *shrugs* but then, whatdoiknow? LOL
I don't think it matters when you deal with them... at least you are moving forward... making that effort.
Its hard. It hurts. Its especially difficult for those of us with entrenched trust/openness issues to be that emotionally vulnerable. With our loved ones... with our partners... let's not even talk about with strangers.
For me, the resolution to some things is that there is no resolution. It just is.
I've got good listening ears if you ever need to talk.
Christie