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Old 11-13-2010, 05:35 AM   #4738
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The lights are off around me,
and I'm feeling the loneliness settle in
an eerie feeling of solitude engulfs the room.
I try to push the thoughts,
the wishy-washy feelings,
the insecurity
from my eager minded head.

I always come up empty handed,
living my life with my eyes closed
and always feeling like I've taken a solid
two steps backward from my destination
only to realize I'm where I want to be.

My childish dreams aren't so childish
and I avoid the constant chatter,
I hear the pitter patter of my heart beat
feeling the anxiety rise up through my throat
and those doubts from the chatter come back.

I'm losing the spark I thought I never had,
and instead light a match to guide my way.
It may be a temporary solution,
but I have confidence it will get me to my final goal.


A Spark, To Pierce The Dark by Britt




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