To smoke or not to smoke?
I feel very bad about myself....
After quitting smoking 7 years ago, I picked up this bad habit again last week!
It was either that or totally breaking down.... I've been battling with major depression for years now, and I do know, this fall was the worst one in a long time! In my case it is either eat my way to death or smoke...
Of course, a lot of people around me, told me to go exercise it is good for deal with depression etc. bla bla bla...which I know, but they don't get that when you are really down, you don't feel to do anything espacially exercise... for fuck sake I even have problems getting out bed!
In anyway, thank you for listening, I guess I needed to vent off!
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