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ruthie14 · 03-13-2011, 12:19 PM

Welcome damselfly... I am hearing you! Much of what you said I am presently going though. I will be 49 tomorrow and I have to say, that while I don't mind the number, it is what I am missing that is bothering me. Things I thought I would have in my life by now. Some I will never be able to have, some I have a glimmer of hope for. I have very mixed feeling about my life right now. In some ways I am better than I have ever been... in others, the opposite is true. Starting a new journal tomorrow. Maybe that will help. I need a change, and I need it soon. Not sure WHAT I can change.... but dang it... I will find something positive to do for myself.. no matter how small!!!

Hope you have a wonderful day Damselfly!

Come back lofters! lolol

Ruthie

03-13-2011, 12:19 PM	#1994
ruthie14 Member How Do You Identify?: femme Preferred Pronoun?: she Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: NJ Posts: 844 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,904 Thanked 1,245 Times in 461 Posts Rep Power: 5946335	Welcome damselfly... I am hearing you! Much of what you said I am presently going though. I will be 49 tomorrow and I have to say, that while I don't mind the number, it is what I am missing that is bothering me. Things I thought I would have in my life by now. Some I will never be able to have, some I have a glimmer of hope for. I have very mixed feeling about my life right now. In some ways I am better than I have ever been... in others, the opposite is true. Starting a new journal tomorrow. Maybe that will help. I need a change, and I need it soon. Not sure WHAT I can change.... but dang it... I will find something positive to do for myself.. no matter how small!!! Hope you have a wonderful day Damselfly! Come back lofters! lolol Ruthie