[1PlayfulFemme]

Originally Posted by Sweet

I confess....
I hurt and I've had A LOT of comfort food and sweets lately.... I confess I have had no will power. I confess that some days I just don't care....but today, after I enjoyed a yummy soft cookie that I felt guilty and not so comforted.

I confess I was just thinking the other day that I must have left my willpower back in my 20s somewhere, cuz I sure as hell don't have it anymore!

I confess that I finally got the bloodwork done & she managed to hit a vein (only missed 3 times first) all three times that needed it!

I confess she threatened to tattoo me so she would never forget where the only cooperative vein in my body is.

I confess I may have told her that I was pretty sure that was a tattoo I could live without.

I confess that apparently Princess has dubbed herself "Guard Kitty" as she is standing in the hall, staring at the front door.

I confess I am dreading my half-sister's visit this weekend.

I confess I am delighted to see my Uncle that is coming up to meet her tho (LONG story..he was adopted out as a baby along with 2 others and we just found two years ago..he's still..adjusting to having a HUGE family!)

I confess I wish we could find the other brother before we lose dad. *Deep sigh*

I confess I can't say those words out loud yet.

I confess when I went to give Dad his haircut yesterday, he looked so small to me..and my heart broke a lil more.

I confess...I am stronger than this disease that is taking him from me..I pray he can be for a while longer.