being female-bodied means i am more often than not mistaken for being a woman. and therefore a "she". and not the "he" i am.
being female means i have to deal with my vagina. i bleed. gawd, i HATE bleeding. i have to go to the gyno.
being female means i have to deal with my chest even though i wish it was flat. i guess i could change this. i have thought about it. and i dont do it for several reasons: i am not a male or a man and dont want to be assumed for one, i have had that part of my body all my life- what if i miss it?, major surgery freaks me out. eventually i will have to have a mamogram.
it's interesting... when i dream about myself and my body... my chest is always flat and my genital area is always a weird fog.
i love having a vagina for the pleasure i receive from it. i love being fisted. i regulary use my vibrator. i do not enjoy receiving oral sex except for every once in a great while and then it's usually pretty quick experience. i love getting fucked by dicks and fists. i HATE just a finger pokin me. i LOVE the way my strap hits my parts when i am fucking someone with my dick.
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