when im sad or very very blue, i remeber the words i wrote many many many years ago.....
See my skin
Taste my tears
Feel my pain
Live my fears
How much more do I have to give?
Emotional dysfunction makes it hard to live
The more I give the more you take
The more I push the sooner I’ll break
The passion that once burned in my eyes
Replaced by doubt perpetrated by lies
Neuroticism only amplifies the pain
The fight for your affections is all in vain
The heart grows colder and empty each day
The tongue is sore biting back things to say
Love and cherish, don’t use and abuse
Take a gamble on love what do you got to lose
Your perfect ending leads to bliss
My perfect ending is anything but this
Your biggest dream finding normality
My biggest nightmare….my own reality
You don’t know me
You never tried
Assumed I was ok
You never tried
I begged for your help
You never tried
I asked for your love
You never tried
I told you I was bad off
You never tried
I told you I couldn’t stop
You never tried
Actions speak louder than words
You never tried
I was never your daughter
You never tried
I was never your sister
You never tried
An outcast an imposer
I never tried
A liar and a weirdo
I never tried
Always having issues
I never tried
Demanded to much
I never tried
Expected the world
But I never tried
Solve the problem
We never tried
Alone again....
Myself I rely
Peace and Love..