Oh Belle,
I knew you would get it! Yes, I was very much bullied in shcool. It was nothing short of hell for me. I stuck with sports mostly because this. It was a way for me to have a release, like playing tennis and football. I just loved it.
There are some days Belle, I feel like I need one of those GPS's to get me from my house to my car or mailbox. Or I walk by someone and they get mad at me for not saying hi to them. Now I just hug and say hi to everyone. That way nobody gets upset, hurt, or insulted, or whatever.
Now I just wonder about my future a great deal. I think as I have aged and have disabilities, with no family to really speak of, who is going to care for me when and if Rosie dies, or if I have a massive stroke leaving me even more disabled. Life is very hard now, and adding on to this, makes me think a great deal of the future.
Belle, you rock!
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