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Old 07-15-2011, 08:07 AM   #343
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Originally Posted by gaea View Post
I do real well in the morning i don't even think about smoking...

i would say 98% of my day is spent without thinking of smoking the other 2 % well that is a given i think.....

when i do think about it my thoughts are generally ...."you have come to far to wipe out the work you have done" or "dumbass, why do you wanna smoke?" and sometimes i think "your doing well" and i just smile to myself cause no one around to see that smile or what it is about.
Good morning gaea. I do the same thing. Most of the time I don't even thing about smoking, what a relief! When I firsted decided to quit, I could do nothing else but think about how much I missed smoking. I am not at the 2% thinking yet, lol!

This morning is a bit hard, smoking seems to be all I am thinking about and It is driving me nuts! I have to go to a funeral and that stresses me. Smoking is what I did when I was in a major stress situation. This is a biggie. I can make it through this!

Have a great smoke free day!

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