[ReDo]

I left the house on the 16th. I was so terrified because he said he was coming home early so I had to grab what I could and say good bye to the rest. It's okay though they are things and I can live without them. I have what is most important myself and my dog. I left Ridgid and that was the hardest part. Saying good bye to him kissing that big jug head of his and knowing I will probably never see him again. I didn't let him see me cry he wouldn't have understood the tears and I don't want him to remember me crying. What I wouldn't give for one more minute with him though.

The evil ex can still send a text message to my phone through his yahoo account I have blocked the phone numbers but I can't block him from sending them through the computer. He is being over nice I know he simply wants to know where I am. I am not saying a word and will not message him back so he can't track my cell phone.

I will be where I am going sometime today. I am only 4 hours away from there so it should go by quickly.

I feel in a sense empty and yet so alive.

i don't know what to write really so i will end it here.. but just wanted to let my friends know i am okay