[lettertodaddy]

Originally Posted by Matthew

((((((((letter)))))))) Shall I kick some butch rear end? I'm really sorry your heart got broken, I've been there before too many times and so I can relate in a big way. I hope you heal soon, until then you got the Planet and its a pretty cool place to be I have to admit

No, there's no point kicking her rear end. She made her choice and I have to live with it. It's only been a week, so the wounds are still fresh.

And I'm glad I found the Planet. Though I know lots of lesbians and queer women here in town, I mostly feel like an odd duck because I'm so specific about my needs, desires, and wants. Most of the lesbians/queer women don't seem to relate to me being so deeply into the butch/femme dynamic, so I miss having someone to talk to about the deeper reasons for why this breakup affected me so much.