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“You can just take me to Carry’s house; I don’t want to go home, it’s not any better there”. She looked at me out of the corner of her eyes, “Well then, would you like to go sit by the river instead”? I just nodded and smiled. Sitting in silence, I shivered, the night air was chilly but it felt so good. “Here, put my jacket on if you’re cold”. I wrapped her jacket around me; I could smell her on it. That scent was so soothing, it almost made me dizzy. I inhaled deeper, she chuckled at me. I could feel my face turn red; I didn’t know she was watching, I wasn’t even aware of what I was doing, made me laugh at myself too. Pulling up to the docks, she turned her truck off. “You sure it’s going to start again”? I laughed. Annie poked me in the side, smiled, “You girls are some silly creatures you know that”? “You ok kid”? I just moved myself closer to her; I don’t know why it just felt like what I needed to do. I put my head on her shoulder. “You’re my hero Annie, if it weren’t for you...” I started to sob again; she just put her arms around me, lifted my face by my chin, looked into my eyes, and gently kissed my tears. I tilted my head so she could kiss my mouth, I ached so much to kiss her full lips. She pulled back. “You better think about this before it goes any further Natalie. Make sure you know what you’re doing here”. I didn’t answer with words, I leaned into her, and pressed my lips on hers, it was like a shock going through my entire body, it was like nothing I’d ever felt before, I could feel things starting to tingle all over. We were in a full on French kiss, tongues entwined, my arms wrapped around her neck, her hands running over my body. It just felt so natural so right. Pulling back. She just looked into my eyes, those amazing gray eyes of hers, kissing my forehead, then each eyelid, each cheek, my nose, then a soft peck on my lips. “This is the first time you’ve ever kissed a girl isn’t it”? I stuttered trying to think, “Ummm, yeah why? Was it bad”? She chuckled. “No, no not at all”. She smiled at me, it just melted me. “Annie what’s a Dyke”? She looked at me startled for a minute and raised an eyebrow at me, “Me, Natalie, I guess I’m a Dyke. A girl, who loves girls, only dates girls and feels as if she should have been born a man, dresses, walks, talks and lives as a man”. I pondered her answer for a moment. “Well then, I love kissing you, and you were born a girl, so guess I’m a Dyke too”. Grinning so proud of myself. She laughed, shook her head, “Well not really, although you are a tomboy, your still a girl, I wouldn’t call you a Dyke”. I shook my head now, “Well I don’t care what you call me just as long as you keep kissing me like that”. She smiled really big this time, pulled me into her, moved my long blonde hair to the side, nuzzled into my neck and started to kiss me, it sent more shock waves through my whole body. Feeling her hands caress my body. The warmth of her lips and breath on my neck. It felt so natural so right. Nothing like kissing those stupid boys. I felt my body take over and respond to her every touch. As she kissed down my neck, my nipples hardened. She softly caressed my breasts. She growled so low. Sending intoxicating shock waves through my body. I was feeling my panties getting wet from the excitement. Annie slowly unbuttoned my cut offs...kissing down my belly…running her tongue around my belly button...made me giggle...my hands entwined in her hair...so soft...so thick...omg was there anything about Annie that wasn’t perfect? She stopped…looked up into my eyes…”Natalie, are you sure this is what you want? Do you know what you’re getting into”? Taking a deep breath...I could feel my cheeks flushing...”Yes Annie, I want this...I want you...more than I’ve ever wanted anything in my life”. She held my hand...gently pulling me out of the truck…reached behind the seat pulling out a blanket. She led me to a hidden spot under trees right on the river’s edge. I stood there mesmerized watching her silhouette in the moonlight...soft chiseled features...so carefully laying out the blanket…taking my hand...gently laying me down…laying next to me…I on my back…Annie propped up on one arm..Looking into my eyes…just took my breath away...feeling her body next to me...made me dizzy with desire…I ached for her to touch me..To kiss me again. She gently running her hand across my tummy...softly caressing my breasts...my body responding to her every touch…making me shiver and squirm...I had no control of my body...it was doing and feeling things I’d never known it could. Placing my hand on hers…stroking her handsome face with my other hand…sliding it behind her head...pulling her face into mine…touching my lips on hers…feeling her tongue in my mouth…made my hips grind…begging her to touch me…kissing so deeply…softly nibbling her bottom lip…my hand sliding up her big muscular arm to her shoulders..Down her back…under her shirt…the feel of her bare skin...it was almost too much for me...I began moaning...begging her to touch me...sliding her hand down my shorts….the feeling of her caloused hands made me want to explode..her gentle kisses and hot breath while making circles with her tongue down my belly was enough to drive me over the edge...my head swirling with emotions and thoughts I’d never known I was capable of…positioning herself to straddle my thighs between hers..She rose up...the sudden stop of it all jolted me back to reality…looking at her...confused and dazed, trying to catch me breath I asked...”What? Is everything ok? Why did you stop”?..Looking into my eyes…she spoke softly with her raspy voice...”Natalie, are you sure this is what you want to do”?...my gut instinct took over...reaching up to wrap my arms around her waist...pulling her down ontop of me...murming in her ear..”Yes...I want this...I want you more than I’ve ever wanted anything in my life”…she growled and smiled...made me giggle…kissing me deeply...so deeply...taking my breath away…my heart was about to beat out of my chest…she sat up on her knees…gently tugging at my cut offs…laying them on the blanket next to us…she began kissing my belly again..Sending me into a trance...my entire body was hers…every touch of her lips...her tongue...the softness of her warm breath...my body responding...I had no control..It was as magical and wonderful as I read in those mushy romance novels…feeling her sliding further down…kissing around my panties…hovering over my pussy...kissing my lips through my panties…my hips grinding in rhythm with her kisses and touch..moaning…murmuring for her to take me…telling her she owns me…these words made her growl much deeper and her kisses harder…figuring this out..My body aching for her…made me say things I’d never thought I had in my head…taking her knee...knudging my thighs apart…looking up into my eyes and grinning…slowly pulling my panties off…looking down at my pussy…it felt so natural so where I was meant to be…I wasn’t embarrassed or ashamed…my soul connecting with hers….kissing my inner thighs..Gently nibbling and sucking her way up and down each one slowly….making my body squirm with passion….kissing my pussy lips…nibbling...sucking them…I was so wet I couldn’t believe how this made me feel…my clit so hard it ached..I wasn’t sure what was happening with my body...my pussy…all I knew is I trusted Annie and it felt amazing…it felt natural and pure…running her tongue between my lips...flicking my hard clit..Made jump and moan…flicking my clit again...made me whimper and thrust my hips up to bring myself closer to hear mouth...my body begging for her touch again…gently spreading my pussy with her coulased fingertips…feeling her silky soft, warm tongue on my clit…making me beg her for more…pleading with her to not stop…my entire body feeling almost convulsive…every fiber like it was on fire…feeling myself wanting to explode through my clit…she sucked my clit into her mouth…taking one finger and slowly sliding it inside of me…I screamed with pleasure..not even realizing what my body was doing or what sounds I was making…thrusting myself into her with more aggression as she sucked harder on my clit…stroking her finger in and out of me…grabbing handfuls of her hair…holding her face in my pussy…thrusting myself into her…she began fucking me with her fingers..Driving me over the edge…my head spinning…I couldn’t breathe…my entire body was electrified….feeling this explosion inside of my pussy...my body trembling…whimpering...moaning…begging...pleading to never stop…then my entire body exploded….I had no control of it….convulsing…this feeling…the surge…never felt before….slowly softening…the tense of my muscles..Started relaxing…she stopping sucking my clit...began softly licking….slowly sliding her finger out of me...made me whimper and jerk…sliding her tongue inside of me…made my pussy throb harder…darting her tongue in and out of me…putting her hands behind my thighs..forcing my knees into my chest…making her tongue go deeper inside of me….making me beg more…faster and harder she fucked me with her tongue…making my body tense up once again…taking my breath away again…again I began to tremble and moan loudly…this time I was familiar with these feelings…reaching ..putting my hands on top of her hands holding my legs apart…she guided my right hand down to my clit…making me touch myself…I’d touched myself before..Many times...but it never even felt close to how this felt…placing her hand back onto my thigh...holding my legs far apart…darting her tongue in and out of me…I began rubbing my clit..I could see her watching…as I rubbed my clit for her...she fucked me harder with her tongue…this turned me on to the extreme…feeling the explosion building inside of me…forcing itself down to my pussy….my entire body tensing up…thrusting myself up into her…rubbing my clit harder and faster keeping in rhythm with her tongue darting in and out me…feeling myself throbbing around her tongue….feeling my clit throb under my finger…faster..Deeper...harder she plunged her tongue deep inside of me…making me whimper her name….thrusting...fucking…rubbing…my entire body once again exploding…I could feel my pussy juices squirting out of me…I had no idea a girl could squirt cum..but I didn’t care…I just knew it felt so good…my body didn’t betray me this time…it did what Annie wanted it to do…she commanded it…she controlled it..She made it react to her every touch...her every whim…collapsing...my body limp and weak...I lay on the blanket exposed...but not feeling vulnerable...just blissful…content…safe...for the first time in my life I felt safe…loved...wanted...these raw emotions running through me…Annie stretched herself on the blanket..On her back…pulling me to her…laying my head on her chest...wrapping myself as tightly around her as I could…wrapping her arms around me…kissing the top of my head…my emotions filling my head…I began to cry..But it wasn’t sad or hurt tears…”Natalie, babygirl, you alright? I didn’t hurt you did I”?...trying to fight back the tears...I managed to murmer...”No, No, Not at all Annie…in fact the total opposite...I’ve never felt so safe, wanted or loved before in my life..I’ve never known anyone that has given me happiness I don’t know why I’m crying I’m just a big ol’ cry baby I guess”…..lifting my head by my chin...making me look into her gray eyes…softly she kissed my nose...” Oh babygirl…those are tears of joy...tears of relief…just as the rain washes the land clean...making seeds grow...your tears now are washing the bad out of your soul..Making your heart grow”…those were the sweetest words I’d ever heard...burned into my memory…words I will never forget...words I will take to my death bed. Looking deep into her eyes...feeling as if she was entering my soul...”Annie I love you...I love you more than I’ve ever loved anyone or anything...I love you more tonight than I ever thought it possible to love anyone in a lifetime..You’re absolutely perfect to me...you’re my hero Annie...you make me feel so loved and so safe...is that stupid to say?”..Smiling at me…seeing tears begin in her eyes...this big tough, strong hero of mine...tearing up...confused me. Did I say something wrong...did I do something wrong…”Why are you crying? Should I have not said that? I’m sorry Annie”…Taking in a deep breath...seeing her swallow hard...softly murmering...”No, No my babygirl...you don’t understand...all my life I’ve been different...been an outcast...you’re the first person that has ever said those words to me…and I believe you…for the first time in my life I feel I belong”. Kissing her tears away. Stroking her thick soft hair. Laying there staring into each other’s eyes. No words would have done justice to what we were feeling. No more words needed to be said. We just knew. Our hearts...our souls...connected...entwined...became one that night.