The Sun
I had a bad evening at work. The only thing I wanted to do was sit down, watch some television, and zone. But upon entering the house, I knew this was out of the question. My lover greeted me at the door with a mischievous smile. I knew that smile, and I knew what it meant.
She didn’t say hello, ask me how my evening was, or give me a hug. She simply turned around and headed down the hall to the back of the house, dropping a pair of handcuffs on the way.
I stared at them. I really wasn’t in the mood for this. All I wanted was to watch some television. Maybe have her hold me. But I wasn’t in the mood for the games. I picked up the handcuffs and headed down the hall. I at least had to tell her I wasn’t in the mood.
When I entered our room, she was lying on the bed, naked and staring at me.
“I’m sorry Hun, I’m just not with it tonight” I said, still looking at her beautiful body, wanting to just lay down next to her, let her warmth comfort me.
“Hmmm, I see. Then why don’t you just come over here and lay down with me for awhile” She read my mind.
I looked at her, trying to see if she was simply trying to seduce me into getting into bed next to her and I decided I didn’t care if she was. I needed her comfort, I needed her warmth, her protection. I took off my uniform and slipped into bed next to her.
She snuggled up close to me, I could feel her breasts moving against my back with each breath, could feel the warmth of her body and soul flowing into me. I could feel the anger and frustration from work melting away. It amazed me how a person could have that much power over my emotions. Anger was usually so easily found and so hard to escape, yet with just a touch, she could erase it. I loved her more than words could describe or do justice.
I turned my head and kissed her lightly on the lips. She looked at me, love in her eyes, and kissed me back. Her hands moved up and cupped both my breasts, gently squeezing my nipples, and causing a fire to light inside of me.
I rolled over so I was facing her, and kissed her again, this time pushing my tongue inside her mouth, wanting to take her breath away. She pulled away from me. “No, you just lay there, relax, and zone.” She whispered while sitting on top of me. I could feel her own heat against my skin, could feel how much control she was exerting just to not attack me.
She leaned over and kissed me. First on my lips, but then moving and covering my whole face with kisses. I closed my eyes and imagined myself flying high in the sky, so free, so far away from the world and the anger.
Her kisses moved down to my neck. She lingered there and would occasionally nibble, causing the fire inside to burn even brighter, more out of control. Inside my mind, I was flying higher still, heading for the sun, and its nourishing heat. Wanting to be consumed by the fire.
Her mouth grazed my nipple, and then went over to the other nipple and took it inside, rolling her tongue around it, sending erotic waves directly to my pussy. I pushed up against her, wanting her to continue, wanting her to take me all the way to the sun. She released that nipple and did the same with the other one. I could feel my own wetness against my thigh. I was burning now, so close to the sun that I was being pulled in by its gravity.
I felt her hand against my pussy, and it made me jump at the raw electricity her touch could produce. I pushed my hips into her. Letting her know how much I need this, how much I wanted to crash into the sun.
She rolled off of me and lay down next to me again, her hand teasing my want, her mouth pulling on my nipples. I was flying out of control, spiraling toward the sun.
She pushed two fingers inside me and I started to cry. The images were too intense, the feelings too strong. Her love too much. I could see nothing but the sun now, and its impossible brightness. The heat it was emitting was inconceivable. She started moving in and out of me very slowly. The tears flowed steadily now. I couldn’t stop them if I tried.
I was moving with her. Pushing up to meet each thrust. She was going faster now, reading the need my body was showing her. I matched her speed. With each thrust she was deeper inside of my body and soul. In my mind the sun was approaching too fast, I would crash into it soon. I opened my arms to embrace my impending doom.
She thrust deeply into me, pushing on my clit with her thumb. I felt an explosion. I had finally hit the sun. I was within its hot embrace. No thoughts existed. It was the light, the heat, and me.
Somewhere in the distance, I could feel her wrap herself around me, holding me, comforting me. Letting me crash.
Slowly the heat subsided and the light grew dim. I was falling back down. Falling so fast. I opened my eyes, and fell right into hers. She was smiling, not the mischievous smile of earlier, but a smile that held me closer to her then I had ever been to anyone. It was the smile of love, compassion and sympathy.
It was the smile of the sun.