I haven't been here much as I've been in a depressive state of mind and one more piece of sadness may just tip the scales and push me overboard.
Sadly, I come here with a heavy heart as I found out R has another nodule in her throat that showed up in an ultrasound. She was scheduled for a biopsy, but it was canceled because they said it was too small to biopsy at the moment, but will check again in 6 months....WTF is that all about. I'd be scared to wait 6 months. R once told me, she's not afraid of dying, but more afraid to go through chemo ever again.
So, all of you know with my state of mind, why I may not show up in this thread often.
For my brudder, continued prayers and blessings to you and yours
For SD, who is a mountain of strength to her loved ones at home, peace and prayers
For Lady Pamela and her son, keep on keeping on with promise and hope for the future
For those who need inner peace and strength, I pray daily
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Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength; loving someone deeply gives you courage --- Lao Tzo
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