Welcome Princess!
You mention "the girl who". Do you feel like she was a different person?
When I look back, I don't see myself as the same person I was before...I don't even know her somehow. Does that make sense?
I am searching for her and all the her's I have been and trying to put us together somehow...to feel inside that we are the same person. Is this what you are saying?
I hope all of us have a healing day and do good things for ourselves as a reward for making it this far!
I am at work and listening to music from movies I love. Right now its
Third Man and I have Jasmine Vanilla candles burning. A reward for taking care of business, even though I want to be in my closet hitting my head on the wall.