[moxie]

...the fact that despite this geographical area being exclusive and not liking outsiders, I have met some wonderful people at work who have welcomed me, supported me and make me feel like I am not alone.
...that I broke the rule I made before moving here that I would not date anyone local (for many reasons). If I would have stuck to it I would have missed out on someone extraordinary.
...my job, my financial situation and my perseverance.
...the support I get from this community here on BFP. I can leave for a while because of work and being on-call and all the associated craziness and come back and know that the support is still there. I live a pretty isolated life here and to know that this community is here when I need it makes it a little easier here in the country where I have to drive two states away to get to the closest civilization.