[PinkieLee]

Good morning & happy Friday Eve all y'all healthy peeps!

I know, it seems as though it's been forever since I've posted in here. I faithfully read about each & every accomplishment, struggle and celebration and have been cheering y'all on!

I'm not gonna lie... I've been struggling REALLY bad for the last couple of months. This year has been hard... fuckin' hard. It's taken a toll on me physically, emotionally & spiritually. Every day I wake up and say today is gonna be a better day. For the most part, it has been. We have two choices every single day on how we are gonna face the day... I'm doing my best to keep the positive energy flowing no matter what.

I've been dealing with some self sabotaging behaviors lately. Awhile back I let a conversation I had with someone affect me... and those old ways of thinking crept back in the forefront of my brain. I felt defensive, shamed & my vision of myself took a hard blow.

So, please know that just because I haven't been posting here as often as I should, I am continuing this journey (all be it back at square one) with all of you. Thank you for always offering words of support, encouragement and friendship to all those that come here. You all rock!