[Apocalipstic]

I have to have down time too. I love being home with Cynthia and our dogs and cats, it's the best.

Now that I don't drink like a fish the bar is more than I can stand, unless we go on an afternoon and I leave when the crowd starts to arrive.

Maybe if my job were not as social as it it, being around people the rest of the time would be easier?

Even at parties at our house, I get overwhelmed and try to escape to outside to chill, but people follow me. I need a better plan.

I do find that living in a city is better because it is anonymous and I am not expected to hang out with neighbors and no one cares what I do.