[lusciouskiwi]

I have a love hate relationship with my hands. I have big hands. Bigger than a lot/most bio mens' hands. They're from my mother from her father. I can hold a lot of things in my hands. I can't think of ever being complimented on my hands. Watches are difficult to buy because of the size of my wrist. Pretty feminine rings are out because they aren't in my size. When I feel bad about myself I often look at my hands and see them as a negative validation of how I'm feeling.

Big hands are never seen as feminine or sexy. But no one has ever complained when I've given a massage because I can cover so much space.

When my ex and I bought matching bands, mine was the 'mens' size.

I try to get a manicure frequently but haven't recently because I've made such a mess of my cuticles.

Sorry I'm so down.