[sugarnspice]

Watch the bridge come falling down

Queer little girl

Always sabotaging herself
Foolish woman
Brings a gun to a knife fight

A DEFENCE MECHANISM
That has no switch to shut down

Once upon a time
There lived a happy child

She was destroyed
By the big bad wolf

A tiny cut on her chin barely a nick just to the
Left
Marring the little soft Freckle
that used to exist

Damning evidence
To match the sourness that fills her mouth
Even after a thousand bottles

Of
Yellow
Listerine

With her back rubbed raw by grit and concrete
Her cunt aching from the humiliation
(not the pain)

So she filled it up

Maybe it never happened
the no was only in her head
And never escaped
Her
Damaged
throat
Perhaps it was a bad dream

A mantra in her head
To a calliope tune

someday
Ashes ashes we all fall down