[Renj3]

I have most times where I feel I should be one way or the other. Now, I'm merely putting a opinion...based of speculation.

Social media is one of the greatest influences. Be it internet or television. For those who are looking to come out of the closet, they look to that as emulation to be more accepted. Usually the case is femme on femme because I hardly EVER see a butch on butch or butch-femme relationship on TV... maybe in the occasional porn or two but not national television.

Growing up, I always felt comfy in guy clothes and in even the mental thought of being LIKE a guy. I know I'm a woman but still, I love feeling masculine. I think I lost my original point.... Oh yeah, Butches themselves aren't a dying breed. I think that thinking outside the paradigm of what a butch is, what they should be, or what makes a person comfy is dying. ....Why can't I ever follow my own train of thought?? Did I answer that question at all??