at times, it is hard for me to maintain a friendship those i have been involved with.
why?
many partners/dates i had, i allowed them to ignore me, flirt with other ppl in front of me as i result i feel inadequate around them, allow them to two-time me, scold me instead of talking with me.
why did i allow this to happen?
my self-esteem, my self-worth... at times i felt desperate... and i OWN this.
the other times, when i was very aware of myself and who i am dating, i often found them either disappearing or afraid of committing.
with time i have come to be so independent, working very hard on ME, staying realistic...i know i'll find my Honest Love... i know she is out there
