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Originally Posted by femmsational
I'm right there with you. I don't think it's negative Nelly. I think it's realizing, at some point that you derserve things you want. And that's ok.
I feel like I've been waiting for a million years for things. I'm tired of waiting. Sometimes I just want to put me first for a change. And that's uncomfortable because it's so opposite of what my life really is. But geez....i'm 44 and think it's about damn time. You know?
Try not to feel disappointed and defeated. Go get what you want. Make it happen. Says the pot to your kettle. LOL!!!
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I DO know....there always seems to be something else that takes precedence....something always just pops up.....and throws my wants and dreams off kilter...I think I'm feeling this way because I'm going to be 40 in a few weeks. I'm doing the taking stock of my life thing.... I feel like a great deal of my life has passed me by....I'm ready to start living.... I don't want to get so jaded that I don't look forward to anything anymore...and it's getting to that point....sadly....
Thank you for listening and understanding
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