[Soft*Silver]

even tho I dont drink alcohol at all, the house I am buying has a HUGE pergola filled with ancient grape vines that were used for decades to make wine...I think I need to make some wine! LOL

I too want to have an enormous garden...and am already designing the area I am inheriting with this new house. They had a huge garden, fenced in, and I will put my hands within it soon...

I want to see my daughter happy, and not so stressed with graduation, not so nervous about not being married yet, not so needy to have children yet...I want her to be in a job she loves, with a man she loves, with babies all around her that she will share with me...

I want someone to love the color of my hair, the softness of my body, the badness of my mischief, the warmth of my heart...and if not, then I wish to be on my own as I will not sacrifice the joy I feel about myself for the burden of someone else's misery they could transplant onto me...

I want to travel some...and even tho I have this spinal thing, it comes and goes and if I take care of myself, Iwill have the energy and ability to travel.

and take care of myself is #1....I want to die sober. I want to live happy joyous and free. I want to keep a healthy lifestyle and I want to glory in my ability to take care of myself...