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 How Do You Identify?:  Genderqueer Butch 
Preferred Pronoun?:  Masculine ones 
Relationship Status:  Open to healthy possibilities... 
			
				
			
			
				 
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				Location: Michigan 
				
				
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			Thanks Sun, dee...even talking about it here takes the edge off the stress over it. I appreciate the support. I guess I have to quit bringing ice cream into the house...*sigh  
 
I have had some big life changes...I changed jobs in this unsure economy only to find out the companies ethics are very shaky and also became recently single. My lack of money forced Me to buy cheaper, more processed foods and once that gate opened...it's been downhill from there. I am making more money now and feeling guilty about it. So the guilt combined with the loneliness are a bad combination for Me health wise.  
 
I won't give up though, that's not My M.O. 
 
Thanks again, 
 
Elijah 
		 
		
		
		
		
		
		
			
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				"There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness but of power. They are messengers of overwhelming grief and of unspeakable love."	 
 
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