Tonight my mind is busy...
I think of what the job has in store for me tomorrow; the vet appointment that Ginger needs so badly; the picture I need to get done by week's end for my license; the cookies still unbaked; the way my Father sat forward in his seat all night as if he had pain; the tired look on my Mother's face; the thoughts that this Christmas may be the last one shared with them. For some reason, all of these thoughts keep me overwhelmed. It builds anxiety, uneasiness, and tension. They are not thoughts conducive of sleep which is what I need more than anything. For that reason, I must put thoughts on the shelf for the night. Right now I will focus on the present. Ginger is ready for bed. Mom and Dad are already there. Tomorrow will be here soon enough, but every ounce of my being needs sleep. Therefore. What is on my mind?? Sleep. Good night BFP Friends and Family.
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