deep cleansing breaths ....remembering to hold onto the good & letting go of what i cant control .....wishing for something i cant have.....though i may very well have a version of it the next few days ....determined to find peace in the rest of my day.....smiling thinking of good times & hoping that while im taking steps towards my own happiness...i can make others smile & happy as well ....that i can offer comfort & friendly affection .....
.....then i wonder about smaller details ....what she smells like....if i'll get my thai food tonight *laughs* ......what my dear ones are thinking....if im in a good enough place to be what she needs right now to help calm her anxiety about changes....if i'll randomly get a txt saying im being thought of....
im on my path....i have growing to do ....and im seeing things more clearly
im going to be the guy i want to be....and embrace who ive become in the last 2 yrs...im a better person because of those i have close in my life & their support gives me strength
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"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined." - Thoreau
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