It's the fidgety jitters that have always got me smoking again.
One time , I was so uncomfortable with all the skin crawling withdrawal
jonesing I nearly convinced myself that playing bumper cars while driving
was a perfect idea. I was thinking horrible things and scared myself.
Prison or smoke basically.
That did not happen to me once today.
I am smoking my third real cigarette of the day and it really does not taste good.
I bought $100 worth of 12 mg which was kind of dumb and way too many.
oh They aren't leaking , I have discovered intentional holes that might get some duct tape slapped on them. heh
What I am looking for is a lighter gadget for sure ,with a smaller tip
and I would like it to be white and have a nice menthol. ( and choc)
I have read a few places that menthol smokers usually smoke for life because
it is a dual addiction. I dunno if its true but it feels true
I have also noticed the chocolate flavor helps curb my intense desire for chocolate.
Someone told me they duct taped one emergency cigarette in a pack,
they were actually able to quit for good and still have it in their car 10 years later.
He said by the time he found something to cut into it with and was halfway
there , he would change his mind and add another layer of duct tape.
It was the knowing it was there that brought comfort.
I like comfort, so I'm gonna try it.
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