I need the crushing guilt to go away. I know logically I made the right decision to place #2 son into residential care; he loves it there and they love him. But when he feels poorly, he should have had his mommy

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And I need everyone in my little family to get on the same page and get healthy. I need to shake a cold from last week, and now #1 son has norovirus...that means I might not be able to go to the hospital tomorrow

. Most of all, I need it to stop raining and for spring to come.